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trip

2005-11-25T19:38:00.000-08:00

haha. i know i havent been blogging in a long time. had been busy with guides stuff and first aid course. anyway, i'll be going to thailand on sunday so i guess i wont be blogging for quite some time again. X)

guides

2005-11-16T18:01:00.000-08:00

guides. guides. and more guides.

kbox

2005-10-30T21:29:00.000-08:00

went to kbox with clio, ana and beverly yesterday. haha. had lots of fun though it was like an ice box in there. it was really really cold.

didnt really do anything today other than eating and sleeping and watching tv. haha. im now waiting for the ghost show to start at 10 and then i will be freaking myself out for the rest of the night. haha.

you dont know how i feel. i try not to think about it so i wont feel so down, but im just escaping from reality, am i? help.

last day of school

2005-10-28T18:39:00.000-07:00

hahh, its the last day of school, but i guess i still need to go back to school for lots of other stuff during the hols. oh well. and i have to study for next year. anyway, got our report books back today. haha. sucks please. going to watch tv now!!!

tired

2005-10-21T19:33:00.000-07:00

hahh. havent blogged for one week. guess i was too lazy to blog. X)
im feeling so bored now. there are like no nice shows to watch, and im waiting for my dinner.
my exams are kinda screwed up. its all borderline passes for like practically all the subjects. sucks please. oh wells. shall have to work really really hard next year!!!

biggest cry baby

2005-10-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

oh fuck. life sucks please. whats wrong with me. im the biggest crybaby on earth.

exams over

2005-10-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

hahh! its all over. the exams are all over! yepp. so happy! but i screwed up for so many papers. oh my gosh. guess i will leave all the anxiety and misery till next week when we get our results back.

anyway, went with alicia beitris grace jiazhi and rachel to watch into the blue today. it was nice, but kind of long. and shalom see wasted her ticket! 7 bucks just wasted like that?!! oh well.

but anyhow, the exams are all over and i can relax now. x)

exams

2005-10-07T03:38:00.000-07:00

im left with 2 more papers next week. like all the papers this week totally sucked. im deadd.

*you broke my heart time and time again. STOP IT.*

happy birthday grace

2005-09-29T19:00:00.000-07:00

celebrated grace's birthday yesterday! haha. we gave her a surprise and i cant believe she actually fell for the trick! yepp. had lots of funnn! x) anyway happy birthday grace!

im too lazy to type about today. im falling asleep and i have tuition later. sigh* gotta go study now. yepp.

sec4 farewell

2005-09-25T22:24:00.000-07:00

sec 4 farewell yesterday! haha. it was really fun. had to wake up at 5.30 to get ready and go to school. yepp. freaking tired please. we blew balloons and got ready our gifts for the sec 4s! and yuling just couldn't blow the balloon and gwen just couldn't tie the balloons. oh wells. haha. we then went to the hall to practice our cheerleading item. haha. it was okay.

fall in was at 7.55am. after fall in, time seemed to fly by so quickly. yepp. the seniors came like earlier than they were supposed to. we were late and they were not happy. but anyway,the performance still went on quite smoothly. yepp. our cheerleading was okay too.

then had the party. the food and all was good. yepp. *was quite disappointed about what happened and i hope that you all will improve.*

cleared up the area after fall out then my dad fetched me home. was so freaking tired. i just ate and then slept from 3 till 6.45.

and today is just like any other sunday. stayed at home and tried to study but there are just too many distractions especially food and the bed. im a pig. such a pig.

you've hurt me so much by all the small things that you do. you think that you are right and that you have not changed, but actually you are the one who has changed the most. you have hurt so many people and why do you think so many of your old friends are turning away from you? its because YOU have changed. and yet you still can think that its their fault. you are too obsessed with mixing with your new and 'popular' friends that you leave your old ones behind. you blame them for being sensitive and claim you are giving them chances when actually you are NOT. please be your old self once more. i really miss the old you. im tired of pretending in front of you. im sorry.

oral sucks

2005-09-21T19:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday's oral sucked like hell. i talked too little and was rather vague. my oral took only less than 10 minutes while others took like about 15 minutes? oh wells. *sigh* anyway its all over now and theres nothing i can do about it. have to do well in english exams to pull my marks up. yepp.

we had guides dance practice today! haha. sec 4 farewell is like on saturday and our dance is not really that coordinated yet. but i think everything will be fine on saturday. yepp. hopefully. the pses had a really cute dance too. haha.

after the dance practice, went for dinner with gwen charlene and lings. yepp. went to mos. spent 7 bucks on dinner again. chatted for a while then my dad fetched me home.x)

alright. have to go. plan to do some chem tys. yepp. haha.

somebody help me

2005-09-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

no motivation. no mood. no everything. *sigh*
havent studied for exams yet. i dont know how im going to pass when i dont understand a single shit thats going on. i need help! crying's no use. it wont help me to pass would it. okay. guess i have to get back to forcing myself to study again. yepp. x(

im so sorry for everything i did that hurt you. i love you loads.

slack day

2005-09-16T19:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday we had moon cake festival celebrations!!! haha. it was really fun. a few of us went down for a treasure hunt while the rest of the class stayed in class to guess riddles. we had alot of fun running around the school looking for the clues. haha. after like half an hour, we finally got the answer: sheng yin qing zhong qiu. we were one of the last classes to pass up our answers but somehow we won in the end. haha. yepp. the school also gave out these animal shaped mooncakes. they were really nice. haha.

today was quite a slack day. mr teh was absent so we had 2 free periods to do our own stuff. the rest of lessons were quite fun and relaxing. but we had an ss test though. sucks please. i wrote nonsense for the whole thing again. haha.

after school we had chinese oral. kang lao shi rocks please. x) she was really nice. haha. the oral was quite okay. so glad that its over. but there are still the eng orals next tues. shall worry about that when the time comes. haha. tomorrow, we still have to go back for extra math lesson. *sigh*

happy birthday shalom!!!

2005-09-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

im so damn tired please. haha. im terrorised by the heartlanders woman and thinking of her makes me freak out. yepp. anyway, today was an okay day. but math sucked. i dont understand a single shit about the trigonometrical thingy. *sigh* its not the first time anyway.

went out with cheong grace ali hui shian to celebrate shalom and jiazhi's birthday. we got two small pieces of cake from bread talk which tasted weird. haha. but anyway, the nice people finished up the cake. felt so bad about the cake. haha. went to pizza hut for lunch. yepp. we sat there and talked till about 5+ before going home.

im tired. haha. going to watch tv and do some useful stuff.x)

down and out.

2005-09-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

totally depressed, school starts again tomorrow and i havent done anything yet. school sucks please.

anyway, went for shalom's birthday party today, yepp. haha. it was kinda funn. met alicia and grace at tp then took a bus to the condo where her party was held. we walked around looking for the basketball court and finally found it. haha. plaed for a while then went back to the function room. had food and watched tv. shalom's mum can cook really well. yepp. the food was really good.

her relatives came and so did sam and ana. haha. apparently the dropped at the wrong bus stop and had to walk quite a long way to find us. and the cute little sam didnt dare jay walk so she crossed the overhead bridge. went back to the party andsat around and went to the playground.

my dad picked me up later on and went home. bathed, watched tv, filed my worksheets. lazed around and didnt do any work at all. its time to watch tv again soon. haha. x)

falling again *sigh.

2005-09-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

your sis here. test test..